Doing The Dance of Shiva - Slow and Smooth

I've recently discovered that doing the Dance ofa way that I can feel my whole body in each
Shiva slowly feels really good. It gives me time tomovement. That doesn't necessarily mean every
feel what I am doing. My inspiration for doing itpart of my body moves, but it does mean that
slowly comes from a number of sources, one ofeach part of my body supports what I am doing
the main ones being Tai Ji.whether that part is stationary or dynamic.
I've been doing Tai Ji for a number of years nowRelaxed and Smooth
and what I now find is, that having learned to feelGenerally, in order to maximize my ability to feel
the movements while doing them slowly, it ismy body I try to be as relaxed as possible given
easy to carry that "Feeling" into doing those samethe position or movement that I am trying to do.
movements fast. In either case, instead ofIf I deliberately engage any part of my body it is
thinking about what I have to do I feel it. And Ito provide support, positioning bones relative to
adjust what I am doing when I need to so thateach other and the forces acting on them, so
what I am doing feels good. I've started applyingthat other parts can relax. Staying relaxed and
this to learning forms that are supposed to besmoothly connecting one movement to the next,
done fast.I can then use the weight of my body or the
For example, to learn to do a Gong Fu swordweight of the sword, or momentum to carry me
form, I've been practicing the movements slowlyfrom one position to the next.
to get the feeling for them so that once I haveBeing relaxed is important, feeling the body is also
the feeling I try to then carry that feeling intoimportant, but when we move, smoothness is
doing the movements gradually faster and faster.how we transmit energy, how we allow the
Any time I notice a movement where I don't yetenergy of what we are doing to carry us from
know the feeling, I simply practice that "segment"one position to the next. Smooth is efficient, and
until I get the feeling and then I try to string theit can also be beautiful. Smooth and Slow leads to
movements all together again.Smooth and Fast.
The overall feeling can be like riding a wave,Feeling What we are Doing
allowing the energy of one movement to carryApplying this to any physical activity that we are
me into the next movement. Rather than thinkinglearning, if we practice doing it slowly and
about the movements I simply feel them andsmoothly we can focus on feeling the
allow them to happen. This doesn't come easy.movements and positions as we do them. As a
I've had to practice. As an example, to learn theresult we become present. Doing something fast
sword form, I first play the relavant section ofis another way of becoming present, especially if
the DVD, watching the same piece over and overyou have to focus on what comes next.
again so that I understand what I am supposedHowever, if we learn slowly first, then we can
to do and so that I can then try to mimic it whencarry the smoothness that we learn from doing
I go to the park to practice.slowly into doing it quickly. As a result we are less
Often times I'll think I understand the movementlikely to suffer injury or be sore the next day.
but I've forgotten to look at some key element,Doing the movements slowly, over time we
perhaps the direction I should be facing in, whichgradually realize the best path for each
foot steps first and where, or even what I ammovement, the path that takes the least energy
doing with my sword hand and my free hand.while still maintaining the shape or intent of what
However, once I've got the choreographywe are doing. And this path may be different
mapped out, then I can start to feel the moves,from day to day, depending on our body and the
making adjustments according to the way theenvironment, but if we now the feeling that we
moves feel each time I do them. Eventually I getare looking for then we can find the place of
to a point where I can practice in such a waysmooth movement anyway.
that it feels like my whole body is involved-in such