Meditation Experiences

Meditation is an experience of heightenedThe more I practice meditation / visualization the
awareness not a state of unconsciousness.longer I can stay in the energy state before mind
My eyes close as I breathe deep, abdominalchatter thoughts begin, also when doing a
breathing, sinking down inside myself. I sensevisualization exercise I recognize quicker when I've
muscular relaxation, a slowing down. Releasing,switched to a mundane thought and return to the
relaxing further into a sensation of mergingvisualization practice.
internal and external senses.The meditative state is not a constant level; it
Flowing down to a level where a sense that thecan be compared to how when you are sleeping
body's appendages, organs, cells, atoms are justone moves through the depths and shallows of
electrical vibrational energy. My body loosesthe sleep state. For example, you awaken from a
definition boundaries and melts, merges withdeep sleep because of a sudden sound or physical
surroundings.need; you recognize the sound or attend to the
I sense that I am intelligent bodiless energyneed and return to the sleep state.
floating in a sea, a void of intelligent energy. WithThere are many styles of meditation, some
no focus or thoughts this energy is neutral. I amconnected to major religions. Christians, Buddhists,
aware of emotionless peace, contentment. I amHindus, and Muslims all use prayer beads for
one with all space and energy. I think of thisrepetitive prayer meditation. The Religious Society
sensation as the Buddhist's description ofof Friends, or Quakers, who received this name
mid-path, neither joy nor sorrow.from their physical quaking when receiving the
The void I float in is both particle and solid,inner light of Christ, are known for their silent
awaiting attention, command, thought to mold itservices listening for the "still, small voice within".
into reality. I drift in a softness where I am canMeditation styles include very passive where the
experience 'me' or I can shift focus andmeditator tries to be aware of the stream of
experience being other things, being all.thoughts, allowing thoughts to come and pass
At various points, I realize I have left the energyaway. There's focus meditation using candles,
state and have been thinking of breakfast, work,flowers and other objects to anchor one's
or the neighbors. I wish to stay with thethought on a single object for learning how to
meditation and let the extraneous thoughtcontrol of the mind's roaming thoughts. Mantra
dissolve as I breathe deep to return to the sensemeditation which uses a repeated sound would fall
of bodylessness.in this category.